~Ipeelurbanana

I've been thinking that maybe i should go to college for writing instead of art. I just want to give up. I mean. i get no favs. Like on anything. And all my friends on here are like...amazingly good at art. Like lulu, A lot of good people watch her like Noriku and stuff. i feel really ashamed of my art. But then again people have told me my writing's not good.

I feel really discouraged trying to get better when clearly no one likes my stuff. i know I'm supposed ,to do it for myself but it would be nice if people liked my stuff.

I don't even know if i wanna go to college if i have nothing I'm good at.
My family always tells me I'm amazing but there are so many better people.
and I mean they're m,y family they have to tell me that.

I mean. Why should i keep trying if i'm no good. I know i post these journals a lot and people are all like 'on nooo ur good...' but I get no comments and no favs. hey i get like an average of like 2.

And like I used to talk to a lot of people and was friends with like Pudding pie and mamorial fire until they got really popular. And I feel like they kind of just don't talk to me because i'm not good. I feel really terible about that.

Oh well i guess we all can't be good.